So here is to you…
So for the last year i have been dangling on your string, following you in everything you do, everywhere you go, and staying with you close when things got bad. I pulled you out of everything that you didn’t need to be around, i helped you when you yelled at me, and i helped you when you hated me. I made you love me when you said you hated me, and loved you when i knew you did. But finally, things got old, and i told myself i had to move on. Not to lose our friendship because that isn’t what i wanted. I just realized that you said when you didn’t want a girlfriend, you meant for a long while. So i just decided that maybe it would be best if i backed off too. That way you felt no way in anyway obligated. So being friends worked. For a while. Then that night that i saw you, and i fell asleep in your arms. Made it all bitter sweet. What to do, while that boy is texting me, and i am laying in your arms. I don’t love him. I don’t like him. But i am IN love with you. Full on, unconditional, that baby i cannot eat, i cannot sleep without you, grand slam in the 9th inning love. I pull away when things get iffy, bc i am so deep in love im so scared of being hurt, because to be completely honest, you are holding my entire heart in your hand, and the scariest thing is, i don’t know what you are going to do with it…
